Today marks the start to my last year of my twenties. It is hard to believe I am already
that old when I simply feel so young at heart. It seems like just yesterday that I was anticipating the start of a new school year at Cloquet Senior High. I often step outside and smell the fresh fall air and think of volleyball practice, football games, the abundance of beautiful changing leaves, and the smell of my mom's home-cooked dinner after a long day of school and practice. I seem to have so many great fall memories and I truly think that is why it is my favorite season.
This fall has been equally exciting but in very different ways. I have experienced the excitement of Landon and Kadence as they have started their preschool year. I have watched Landon's fall soccer practices and taken Kadence to dance each week. I have watched Kenzie develop her own personality and meet milestones. And, Ryan and I have bought our very first home together!
So, as I reflect upon my growing old I realize that I shouldn't be sad. Not only do I have all the wonderful memories of the past 28 years of my life, I have the making of present and future memories with my beautiful family to look forward to. I am so blessed to have met the love of my life and best friend at such a young age. I look forward to the rest of our lives together and it just keeps getting better each day. I am also beyond blessed with my 3 beautiful, happy, and healthy children. Although our lives seem like utter chaos most of the time, I would never trade it in for the simplicity of life without children.
With Ryan having a crazy busy work week this past week, I have had some time to reflect on the past year of my life...
~My baby boy turning 4. Wow.
~A difficult, long 5 week stretch of single parenting (35+weeks pregnant).
~The birth of my 3rd (and most likely last) child.
~Many restless nights with a cranky newborn.
~My hubby turning 30. Wow.
~Ryan's completion of CRNA school.
~The process of finding temporary housing in Fargo.
~My princess Kadence turning 3.
~ The 260 mile move back to Fargo and all it entailed.
~My first marathon relay.
~Purchasing our new Honda Pilot SUV which we absolutely love (we are so
not minivan people).
~A summer filled with traveling to see family.
~Being offered a great part-time RN position and turning it down because my kids mean the world to me.
~Braces. Really at 28?!
~The fun and stressful search for a house to finally call our own.
~5 years of marriage to the best man in the world.
I know I am missing many things that have occurred this past year. How can you possibly remember and write everything down you have done for an entire year? These are just some major, new things that have happened. I can not believe how many transitions our little family has made over the span of just a year and we are stronger than ever! So here's to staying positive about growing old when you have the best man in the world to do it with!
Happy Birthday to me! I can not believe I will be 30 in just one short year.